Lost days, pictures fade.

Absence, may cost more than just anything.


How can there be pain in a place where there is so much joy? A loving relationship is the most awesome experience in the world. This is why it also holds the potential for so much sadness. There are so many things that can go wrong. But you must remember, if you might not have the chance to be with her again, you may just break down and cry. But please smile while crying, let her know that you will be fine without her even if you're not, because she may be happier without your presence.
Reminiscence.


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Thursday, June 10, 2010



I want you back. I want to turn everything right again. I don't wna drag it on any further. Things are going from bad to worse. Please show me a way of living in a love that i really wanted. Yes, you taught me how to love in a way so joyfully. But why are you leaving me in this kind of state when you always told me that you still love me? I really wish that i could understand what you're thinking right now, but there's no way i could figure out anything myself. I need a hand from you, i need your help. I've tried very hard to go through everything which happened these few days. I've to think of it alone whenever i'm sober. I wouldn't dare to think of what will happen to us next. That's why i always sozzled myself. Not because i want the feeling of being tipsy or getting drunk everytime, but i just don't want to go through this alone anymore. I want you here, i want you to assist me, with your love & care along. Been through 8 months already, or to say 200plus days, it sounds long enough isn't it? We've gone through this amount of days together, please don't tell me that you'll find it easy to get over this and live your own way without me existing in your mind anymore. Please read this, please think through. I've always been here waiting, waiting for an answer from you which matters so much to me. I'm losing my grip, i'm losing myself. Or in another way, i'm giving up myself, as long as i could see a true smile on your face if you're living way fine without my presence. I'll be more than happy, as well as more than being upset. This relationship means a lot to you, isn't it? You told me this, you swore to me this. I've believed you times & times again. That's why i've always been forgiving you with all the wrongs you did to me. I want to be happy together, but it never seems that things are going any better. Don't lie to yourself anymore, love is only between 2 parties, not him, not her, neither him nor her. It's only us. Be truthful to yourself, ask yourself what you really want us to be, or what you really want yourself, then head for it. Don't be afraid honey. Just so you know, i'll always be supporting you (':
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